Wow

Hi all
I am not quite sure how this post will map out, there is loads going on at the moment, some I will share as always some stuff will stay close to my heart.

My bro and his wife had a scare regarding their baby, I talked to him when they was at the hospital managed to calm him down so that he was actually some use to her, they had an early scan which showed everything to be OK, thankfully! A little something my brother now calls the pea!?!?

hmmm my health, all is not quite great health wise but I want it to be and I am going to fight for it so we shall see, unexpected things keep coming up, but I guess that's what life's about..... Mind you I could really do without these curve balls.

For as long as I can remember I have loved music, I should have been a musician, singer but cant hold a tune. OK I know that can be said about 90% of the current chart, but I have some self worth. DJing would have been a great great thing, I certainly have a face for Radio, I could even work on a really hot voice pmsl. I shouldn't say that as I have got myself a gig, fully licensed station online 70's to current day yeahhhhhhhhhhhh i get to play some oldies!!! Am going to have one listener for my opening broadcast lol, well one that I know, not sharing the link till after then as it will make me even more nervous than what I am.

Guess you find out who the true friends are and I have to say I have been lucky with some.
I could throw up a few categories but you would all be categorising yourselves and that's not good. Think I gonna have to move stateside though to spend some time with those of you that no matter what I have said or done in the past 2 days, have gone wtf come here, have a hug now lets talk about something crazy!

On that note some people have upset me, why twist the truth, why not completely be honest?
Its sad when someone you know basically lies to you as that's what twisting the truth is, its sad when someone can not even be honest to themselves. If I am honest that hurt this weekend, I thought I knew this person well enough for them to at least say it, did they, no don't be silly would have been too EASY!

OK enough dribble from me gonna start to end with a song (when i remember). So I am going to try and pick a song that reflects my mood, today's was easy, the next one may be a real pain in the ass..

Toady's song is by Lenny Kravitz- and its called Yesterday is gone.

Yesterday Is GoneI’m sorry your situation
Has let you down
I know that things did not go as planned
’cause in this time you’re feeling alone and sad
This is what you must understand
There is a way
Yesterday is gone
It’s a new day
Yesterday is gone
Yesterday is gone
Yesterday is gone
My dear kay
You can’t get nowhere
Staying at home and crying
You can’t go on living in the past
The one thing constant is that there is always change
There is a way
Yesterday is gone
It’s a new day
Yesterday is gone
Yesterday is gone
Yesterday is gone

Not Wishing anymore just dreaming
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