Well I landed in Essex safe and sound.
Christmas has been amazing and as much as its still very early for my 4 month old nephew to comprehend whats going on hes made Christmas. His cheeky laugh and smile is never far away!!
He has loads of presents oh my they going to have fun keeping things tidy with all this stuff about. I am happy to be here, but still can't wait for Chrimbo to be over.
The Night in hmmmmmm, someone tells you they love you, and then says but.... oh shit here we go again I think. He wanted to be honest when we first bumped back into each other he had basically told me that his marriage was over apparently it isnt as over as he made out. They do live seperate lives but still live in same house, in same bed etc etc.
I don't want to be the other woman as much as we are a good partnership, a bit of fun rapidly ends in one of the party getting hurt. There isnt just 3 adults to consider there is kids too and I wont hurt them.
So just friends we are which is nice and hard as I know how he feels and yes I would be lying if i said I wasn't attracted to him. He did give me a huge chunk towards my Christmas Pressie to myself, why do I feel bought damn I am worth more than that.
So where as Christmas has been good I am feeling a lil hurt, I wish things were so different but only have myself to blame.
Best Wishes for the rest of Christmas with love
me
xxxx
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