I have been all good today considering!
Very little sleep again and I kinda feel at the moment like everything is falling apart.
Works been hard, had got applications form for new job but having read the information don't think its for me.
Find a note in the kitchen how nice it is that the ex is keeping a tally of money I supposedly owe him! We have had words over it over the phone and I know what its about now, and that's me being or not being here for Christmas. Quite amusing when the truth is I do not know what I am doing.
Christmas has been tough the last few years but I have always kept my chin up, I still believe its what you make of it and on the whole look forward to it.
I am not this year, in fact I am dreading it, don't know how to see a good side to Christmas this year. I have sat and cried tonight about Christmas of all things.
Dunno maybe I am just tired, away for now
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About Me
- AMN
- I have realised in the last 6-7 years of my life, I have not lived the here and now. I have reflected so much on the past it has become me. I believe I need to let go of some of this and here is where I may or may not do it. Nah there isnt a grammatical error in the title thats they way I want it! But there prob is a lot of spelling and grammar oopsies throughout.
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