Stuff

Ok go figure, I didn't sleep again last night well suppose 3 hours is better than nothing.

Went out with the girlies post my official promotion meeting, it was fun, well it was for the majority of the time. Me and one of the girls was the last shes having some severe issues herself and I suppose it was inevitable that we would use each other as shoulders, but me being me concentrated on listening to her and not to talking about me.

I don't mind that in fact I do it a lot of it. But I guess it made me think more than I had bargained for. When it come down to it the drinking phase went quick and it honestly felt like the hangover had kicked in. Or was it stuff dawning on me. It wasn't all bad, was so happy I had made the decisions I had even if I was aware of them now and not shutting them out anymore.

Well heading home was ok, went to bed and didn't feel all that bad to be honest headed to bed and all seemed ok. I didn't dwell on anything in fact was quite perky even if I did feel like I had a hangover already.

I know I can be a bitch when I haven't slept but this morning wound me up something cronic, ex had cash to buy dog food having 2 a 2kg bag lasts 5 minutes so we always need a large bag, guess what he brought a small bag. Why he needed the extra cash to buy him an ipod, grr this is meant to be bills money. He then stayed upstairs all morning, whilst I was racing round like a loon trying to sort out the animals, even though he knew I should have left the house some 20 minutes before.

So I left the house in a mood, missed the bus, and had to race to catch the other one I can get as its a 10 min walk and is 5 mins after one I had missed.
Well I eventually got to work, after taking a mood out on someone who really didn't deserve it, have been doing reports all day in a room where the printer wont work so have about 300 pages to print at some point.

Another day and a half of reports roll on Friday!!!!

Christmas is just round the corner don't know what I am doing, it will work out I am sure
AM