Well lack of, does strange things to people, OK does strange things to me. There is no real structure to below just a load of thoughts flung together in madness!
Almost like my body has said enough is enough. I napped downstairs earlier, and am tucked up in bed now.
Doctor to be fair was useless, he doesn't think I am depressed, just having a rough time currently, I agree on the rough time, but ....... come on. My normal doc is on hols till after Christmas he has seen me like this before, so will see him post Christmas.
It dawned on me that I have been a bitch, and that yes I have been searching to much for explanations, and not just accepting things.
We talked tonight, no raised voices no nastiness at all, talked about what we both needed. He has accepted that we are over as a couple, we both would like to remain friends and that's what we are going to work on.
I for that reason feel more at ease tonight, its the start of a new journey and who knows where its gonna take me.
Wishing
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About Me
- AMN
- I have realised in the last 6-7 years of my life, I have not lived the here and now. I have reflected so much on the past it has become me. I believe I need to let go of some of this and here is where I may or may not do it. Nah there isnt a grammatical error in the title thats they way I want it! But there prob is a lot of spelling and grammar oopsies throughout.
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