Another Day!

OK, so I thought I was tired last night, apparently not, so I decided to unwind and watch a film. Ummm now what type of film should I have watched, prob the type I did but hey I did it anyway.

PS I love you, someone told me to watch it months ago, I didn't, and I am quite glad I didn't as if I had I may not have watched it last night.
Its about a women who loses the love of her life her husband to a tumour, no long drawn out death one minute they are together next minute they are at his funeral. The story sits around letters that he has left for her and I suppose the letters send her on a trip of re-discovery.
I don't say self discovery, that's not right, we have to be self aware, regardless of our state of mind as if we wasn't we wouldn't know how we felt.
The film pulls on the heart strings throughout, I didn't cry at any of the sad parts, but I did when the credits rolled. Cause at that point you realise she has reached a point where she can be herself again, and take some happiness from life.

I know I will get there, I must be more in control, there is things going on in my mind that normally I would spill to the person who needs to hear it, but I know its not needed, I am past self sacrifice.

Oh and there is someone who reads this, well I think they still do, I mean its a week old it may have become boring. hope your ok, drop me a message sometime, to say hi. The trainman's liking is on the chair but please can I have it back ta Jodie x

Now if you ain't that person don't try and work it out, it will just confuse you silly, and that ain't my aim in this blog.


Hope you can tell, I am getting there, I am in a much better frame of mind, I ain't going back!

Loads to do, and need to be ready to head back to work tomorrow, catch ya on the flip side
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