Monday, 8 December 2008

The morning after the night before!

Oh well its official I look crap!

Have given up trying to sleep as a lost cause and if I sleep now wont sleep tonight either!
A lot of up to date music drives me insane, so that doesn't explain why I have had the Box music channel on since about 5am, prob cause all the rest was belting out Christmas songs, def didn't need them.

How do I feel this morning? Odd if the truth me told, we have talked this morning he found it hard that I just shut myself away yesterday, I told him I needed to sort my own head out.

It would be easier if I hated him, I don't, far from it. Yes I know we wasn't right together anymore and I hope he finds someone who will make him truly happy and wants what he does in life.

As for me, well life's gonna keep throwing curve balls as I climb this mountain but I will keep jumping them and marching on................ At least I think I will
x

1 comment:

GreenCastle said...

A long night.... thinking at night is never good...

You do need to talk to him, communication is the key.

Smiles, true enough about curve balls... they will keep coming, and you will keep jumping and swirving, no thinking about it... You Will...

x